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About Me

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★ Kaleigh (You can also call me Cupcake)
★ 23 year old biological female from California, USA
★ Birthday is May 23rd
★ Dog mom to 5 year old Malshi Bella :)
★ I have 2 older brothers
★ My favorite foods are pizza and spaghetti
★ I like vanilla ice cream and apple and pumpkin pie
★ My favorite colors are pink, purple, blue, and red (in that order)
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Interesting Facts

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★ I made my Roblox account on my birthday in 2011!
★ I own every single Animal Crossing game in English!
★ I went to 2 Twenty One Pilots concerts! I also saw the Livestream Experience and attended the concert they had on Roblox!
★ I grew up with a rabbit and a fish that my oldest brother owned, but they both died.
★ Growing up, I used to dislike dogs because I recall being bitten by one (as well as how energetic they were, I didn't like them moving all over me), but as I got older, I outgrew that and realized how cute they are! I never asked for a dog of my own, but my mom and step-dad surprised me and told me I would get one for Christmas back in 2020.
★ I had to get my wisdom teeth removed and that happened on the same day as Sonic's birthday (June 23rd, 2017).

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Socials

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Here are the websites you can find me at! I'm no longer active on Roblox, but you can check out my account anyways. I don't post on Instagram and Bluesky, but my accounts are there if you want to check them out anyways too.
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• Twitter/X
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• Bluesky

• Discord
• Reddit
• Roblox

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Come talk to me in Kaleigh's Home! If you wanna get to know me, talk about my interests, and meet other people who have similar interests to you, then this is the place!
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My YouTube Channels

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Here are the two YouTube channels I have.
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• iKaleighCupcake
• Kaylee Annabelle Music

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Bella

Picture from December 25th, 2022

Since January 8th, 2021 at 5:01 PM Pacific

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★ My first dog.
★ She's a Malshi (Maltese
and Shih-Tzu mix)!
★ Born November 12th, 2020.
★ Got her January 8th, 2021 at
8 weeks + 1 day old.
★ My baby. :3

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Sonic
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Since May 18th, 2016

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The morning of May 18th, 2016, I woke up from a dream I had that made me a Sonic fan. I was at a school where no one seemed to care about me, but out of nowhere, Sonic the Hedgehog comes to our school and hangs out in our classroom for like a week. He would show off during recess and all the kids were in awe, but for me I didn’t really show that because I was shy and I would be separate from the crowd of kids during recess. On the last day of the school week, Sonic was instead outside of the school campus during recess, and I found a way outside and sat down on a bench to watch. I called out to him to come over to me so that I can talk to him about something. I told him my birthday was a few days away and all I wanted was for someone to wish me a happy birthday early, but my classmates didn’t seem to care to say it to me. He wished me a happy early birthday and told me he liked me. We talked for a bit until Sonic felt a buzz on his communication device, and he told me he had to leave. He gave me a picture of himself holding a flower, and we both hugged and said our goodbyes. I admired the picture and said, "I will never forget this moment. EVER. As long as I have this picture and the memories attached to it."My obsession with Sonic began ever since that dream happened. I forgot about it at some point during the summer, but in December I remembered it, and from there I’ve watched all episodes of Sonic X and all of the episodes of Sonic Boom that were out at the time. When I was younger, I wasn’t really into Sonic, but I grew up with my brothers who were interested. I remember playing Sonic R with them on the GameCube and watching my brother play different Sonic games. I watched bits and pieces of Sonic X and Sonic Boom when they were on TV. Sonic made me interested in rock music (since he likes that kind of music). I watched animated music videos on YouTube, which were pretty much clips of Sonic from the games and TV shows with a song in the background, and from those videos I was introduced to bands like Simple Plan and Three Days Grace. I didn’t care a whole lot about wanting a boyfriend back then, but after the dream I had with Sonic, he made me realize how wonderful it is, and I wished that I would have a boyfriend someday who is like Sonic to me.
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Twenty One Pilots
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Since September 9th, 2016

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Timeline9/9/2016 - Officially considered myself part of the clique!|-/
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2/14/2017 - First Twenty One Pilots concert!|-/øㅤEmotional Roadshow World Tour
øㅤFresno, Save Mart Center
øㅤSetlist
øㅤConcert Video
øㅤMario Kart 64 Racing
øㅤI unfortunately lost my original videos I've recorded on my phone of the concert. My mom probably still has the videos she recorded.

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9/6/2018 - Saw this video of Tyler Joseph in my Math 3 class in high school.
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11/3/2019 - Second Twenty One Pilots concert!||-//øㅤThe Bandito Tour
øㅤSacramento, Golden 1 Center
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øㅤStill have my concert videos and photos!

5/21/2021 - Twenty One Pilots Livestream Experience! ΨRecorded it despite not being allowed to because I had to do other things and take Bella out potty every 2 hours. (Don't ask me for the video file please.)

This is the ticket that I generated for myself in the Twenty One Pilots Discord server!

9/17/2021 - Twenty One Pilots Roblox Concert! ΨI have a video of part of the concert!
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Trigger warnings: self harm attempt, suicidal thoughts, parents divorcingI grew up in a Christian household and went to church with my mom, dad, and my two older brothers. I also went to youth group and vacation Bible school too. I considered myself a Christian because of that. I think at some point I did accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior, but I didn’t really have a relationship with God and Christianity wasn’t so significant to me.2015 comes, and things start going downhill. I was getting anxious about the future, I was questioning God's existence, my parents separated in March, and I also started some friendship drama between online friends on Roblox.I was in high school from 2016 - 2020. My parents divorced a year later in 2016. In 2017, I met a guy (J) who would become my first crush. My first impression of him wasn't good, and I didn't think we would ever become friends. However, we did in May of 2017. We discovered that we both play games on Roblox, and I considered him a friend at that point. As I got to know him, I started to like him more and more. He's hilarious and silly like me!The church I was attending at the time had confirmation, and my mom forced me to do it back in the beginning of the school year. I was confirmed in June of 2017, but that didn't really do anything at all and it's not even biblical anyways.I told J one night in December of 2017 that I was going through friendship drama, and he thanked me for trusting him. Before I told him that, he came out to me as gay/bisexual. I had no clue what was going on because he only told me he was coming out and I didn't know what that meant. I considered him a close friend and I started to develop romantic feelings for him. All the compliments he gave me made me feel like he liked me back in a romantic way. I felt that I still had a chance with him when he told me to assume that he's bi. However, he didn't do anything special for me on Valentine's Day. What happened that day made me feel really really sad for a couple of days, but then I felt better and still loved him.In April of 2018, I told him that I had a crush on him. I told him how I felt and he told me it was nice. I think it was around June of 2018 and beyond that I started a bunch of drama with him (or maybe earlier). I went on a trip to the beach with my mom in August and one day she showed me verses in the Bible that were against homosexuality. Before I knew it was a sin, I thought it was fine because it was just another thing that makes us all unique. (Although I do recall telling one of my online friends how weird it was that you could “marry” your own gender now. This was probably back in 2015 when gay marriage was legalized.)He told me that he liked me only as a friend and that he doesn't like dating. He told me that I was his best friend and that I was really trying to help him.
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We get to November of 2018.. the month that changed my friendship with him forever. We got on Discord and voice chatted and I was telling him what I believe about God and homosexuality and stuff. He asked me in what ways does the Lord help me, and at the time, my response to that was: knowing the right and wrong things, how His world works, and being a nicer person. He asked me how and I said the Bible. He hoped that I still had best interests for him and he truly believed that I was his best friend. After the whole conversation we had, I was stuck between us not being super close to each other and breaking off the friendship completely. We had more conversations after that about our beliefs and the state of our friendship. I apologized to him for how the religion conversation went in the beginning of the month and I told him I will always love and care about him SO much no matter what. I felt bad for the things I said and did to him in the past that gave him negative vibes. We had a lot more conversations about the same topics, and the more we talked, I started to not consider him a best friend and just a regular friend if he really wanted to be friends with me still. I started to dislike him more and more when he started showing his negative side.In April of 2019, I was pretty much depressed the entire month. Throughout the school year, when I would mention to him how I was feeling, he didn’t tell me anything helpful and only said things like “get over it” and similar things (which I should have expected, since he has made jokes about suicide). This was before I was even diagnosed with depression, and I felt that what I was feeling was depression because I felt hopeless, empty, and really really sad at times. During spring break, my mom and I went to the hospital and I was diagnosed with depression. After spring break, I eventually told him later in the week about me being diagnosed, and he got serious about it and would ask me why I felt that way.I sent him several long texts on the final day of the school year about my thoughts on everything. I felt that I should not have gone further in our friendship beyond being a regular friend/acquaintance, or not even being his friend at all. I was done with him and told him I would stop texting him. I started counseling around June-July to help me with my depression and with my issues with J. My mom married my now step-dad on July 6th, 2019. I made friends with some Christian guys in a Roblox Christian church group during the summer and talked with them about what I’m going through. I texted J throughout the summer even though I told him I would stop texting him. He blocked me on Roblox on the 7th of August. It was around this time that I started to have thoughts of not existing and wanting to die.I shared a class with K, who was a part of the friend group I was in. I started to get to know him more at this time. We were texting and I told him that he could sit with me and the friend group at lunch when I sit with them, but that depends on how I feel about J. I told him it would be a long story if he wanted to know all the details. He wanted me to tell him the long version rather than the short. I asked him where he stood on religion and LGBT, and told him that everything between J and I is related to that. He told me where he stood. I told him what happened between J and I and we talked from there.
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J wanted an apology from me, so I wrote out my thoughts to make a voice recording to send to him. I told him through the voice recording that I was sorry for annoying him the entire summer, taking the wrong approach in doing the right thing (he told me I was doing the right thing but in the wrong way), and other things. I told him why I loved him romantically and about God’s love. I shared with him my “testimony” of how God changed me and how He’s working through me. I also apologized for everything that I did to him and for not telling him directly. I told him I missed hanging out with him, talking to him, and playing games on Roblox together. I told him I loved and cared about him no matter what. (I was gonna send it to him through Discord, but I never did.)At the beginning of September, I went to psychiatry appointments and groups, and I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I felt that I didn’t want to go to school anymore. I felt that J didn’t care at all that we’re not friends anymore, he’ll never love me, and we just won’t talk to each other for the rest of the year.J wanted me to apologize for sending him links. I apologized to him about it. He told me 5 days later that sending links wasn’t what he wanted me to apologize to him for. He wanted me to apologize to him for casting him away. He told me he was done with me.On the 1st of October, K wanted to talk to me at lunch, but it was to bring J in and have us make up in order for me to be really happy again, which is K’s reason for why he wanted us back together as friends. J came at the last minute, asked why K wanted us to be friends again, and I said that if J didn’t want to be friends again, I was fine with that.K told me he had a girlfriend one day. I told him that I had feelings for him. He asked me why I felt that way towards him, and I told him that it was because he cared about me, actually wanted to hangout with me, and that we had things in common. K told me that we can still be friends and hangout, and he asked me if I was upset. I was a tiny bit, but it was okay.Several days later, I apologized to J for the negative things I say. I told him that usually I feel bad afterwards for saying something negative to him. I told him that I still care about him, and that although I still love him romantically, it’s possible for me to develop feelings for another guy. I apologized for hurting him and told him I missed playing games on Roblox with him, talking to him, and being silly with him. I told him that if he wanted to be friends with me again just for that, then I would love to. He told me that it was too late for that but the apology made him feel a bit better. I’m glad it made him feel a bit better.On the 18th of October, I had an urge to start cutting myself, and I actually attempted to, but I didn’t. This was either the first or the second time that I’ve done so.J had a new female friend. Every time I saw them together, I was jealous. It reminded me of our friendship and how I used to be his real best friend. It sucked.On the 5th of November, I asked J what he thought about us being friends again, and he told me I was a terrible person and that if he was a bad person, I wouldn’t be near him. I screwed up so badly and felt that this would be permanent now. I felt like I didn't want him to get away with this. Some of his friends already knew that he was a bad person, but they were still friends with him anyways.
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J's female friend graduated early, so I no longer saw her and J together. I started having dreams of J liking me romantically. It was hard to move on from him. I continued to talk to the two Christian guy friends I made. I told them both often about me not wanting to exist. They tried their best to help me, but I eventually unfriended one of them because I felt that he didn’t understand me. I continued to talk with the other one.We get to 2020. I switched to independent learning at the end of January for a few reasons: I didn’t like being at school anymore, I didn’t want to see J anymore, and I only wanted to focus on the two classes that I still need to do to graduate. Before I even started, I sent a text to my counselor that concerned her. I told her this: "Nothing will make me truly happy about life anymore and I can't stand the pain anymore, I don't want to keep going anymore.. and you and Mom making sure I'm still alive is only making me feel worse. Religion related stuff doesn't make sense to me anymore.. nothing does. I wouldn't hurt myself because the pain I'm feeling inside is enough, and I want it to be painless. If people tell me to stay alive for no valid reason, they don't care about my feelings and that I won't take staying alive for an answer anymore."A few days later, she wanted my mom to take me to the ER on the 1st of February. It ruined my weekend, as I was going to go to my dad’s. I stayed there overnight. The next day, I was taken by ambulance an hour and 30 minutes away from home to a psychiatric hospital. It was hell for me. When I got there, I didn’t eat lunch or dinner and didn’t drink either. I threw up later that night and decided to start eating and drinking again. Because I was depressed about being there, I stayed there for like a week and 2 days (from the 2nd to the 11th). When I was discharged, I told my counselor how I felt and then stopped seeing her. K told me he just wanted to feel loved on Valentine’s Day. I asked him if something happened between him and his girlfriend, and he told me to not message her about it and said that she broke up with him and he told me why.We get to March, and I bought a Nintendo Switch, Animal Crossing New Horizons, Mario Kart 8 Deluxe, and Nintendo Switch Online. K and I added each other as friends on our consoles and then played Mario Kart and Animal Crossing together. The more I played with him, my romantic feelings for him came back out and grew. The COVID-19 pandemic happened and we had to social distance and video chat while playing.I would tell K that I love him and he would question why I do. I told him why I feel the way I do for him and he liked what I said and it made him happy. We would talk about relationship stuff. I thought that he felt the same way, but in June, he told me he didn't. He and I continued to talk about relationship stuff.On the 27th of March, I watched a video from an online deliverance "ministry." On the 10th of May, I watched a testimony video of a former FTM transgender and lesbian. She was involved in the online deliverance "ministry" that I was watching videos of, so I watched more of their videos. One of them was about God speaking to two young adults. I felt that what was going on in the video was EXACTLY what I needed to make Christianity be significant to me.K and I would continue to talk about relationship stuff and he told me that he has mixed feelings towards me.
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In July, I decided to support the online deliverance "ministry" financially by becoming a member. I joined one of their Zoom deliverance livestreams one day and I was called up! I told the guy my history of what got me diagnosed with depression and anxiety. He asked me some questions and told me to say, “Jesus Christ, I accept everything that this man just said ‘cause it’s in Your Bible (or in Your Word). Thank You that You love me enough to die the death that I deserved and you resurrected so I can resurrect also and become born again and have relationship with the living God. Thank You Jesus for loving me and saving me. In Jesus’ name, amen.” I said all of that with confidence, which I think played a part in my deliverance. He asked me more questions and then told me to say "Jesus, I don't want this demon to affect me any longer. I command it to leave now in Jesus' name. Holy Spirit, fill me now." I also said that with confidence. He prayed over for me and I was getting lightheaded AS HE WAS DOING SO. I didn't have lunch before joining because I thought that I would throw up the demons or something (lol) like I've seen in one of their videos, so I don't know if it was because of that or because the Holy Spirit touched me, but I just CAN'T make that up. He told me that being lightheaded is a sign of freedom and told me to say, “Holy Spirit, fill me and give me my prayer language in Jesus’ name.” He asked me if I wanted this and I said yes. He prayed over me again and started speaking in the “prayer language,” which was just a bunch of nonsense gibberish. I didn’t say anything, but I eventually just copied what he was saying because it was awkward just having there be silence and he thought I was actually doing it, lol. He asked me what I was experiencing while doing it and I told him that I was shaky and that I was making the words come out myself. He told me that that was doubt, and looking back at this now, I think I doubted that that was the prayer language because in reality, it isn’t. I was still lightheaded and he asked me what emotion I was experiencing right now, but I didn’t answer him. He told me that someone will reach out to me and that I need more help.Someone reached out to me through email and we talked, but we didn’t continue with my deliverance. Despite that, however, I felt like my depression and anxiety went away!! The next day, I was driving home from my dad’s and I started crying all of a sudden and I felt that that was the Holy Spirit touching me. 3 days after my deliverance, I received a prophetic response from Father’s Heart Ministry about my freedom, which had nothing to do with what I requested over 2 months ago. Seriously, I can’t make this stuff up!! It’s crazy. I’m never going to forget this.
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